How do I grow quicker?

Hi, I'm Jamie and I'm 12 years old. I was just wondering, is there anything that will make me grow quicker? All the boys who the girls like are tall and strong and have deep voices. Me? I look malnourished and I have a girly voice. People say I'm ugly too. How can I make my voice deeper and make myself taller and muscular? Because I haven't ever had a friend and I want to be popular. Also as I become a teenager and leave school I don't want to be the only one who never had a girlfriend because then I'd be like the Forever Alone meme. What do I do? I can't buy anything either so it has to be something free. I just want people to like me and not make fun of me saying I have no balls or that I am a wimp. Another thing; I don't care if you think I should stop worrying about the way I look, because I've been bullied and I think it's beginning to start again, and I am quite sensitive so don't expect me to ignore it.