My mother hates me want to get rid of me n i am a pure girl but she suspects that i may be having bf?

my mother i love her a lot ,because i have no one else to love, she uses very bad words,she hurts me a lot insult me in-front of my family members ,i play t.t i went to nationals thrice during that time she say"who knows where you went or might have done anything with anybody"p like this at each n every step she hurts me like this i have thousands of examples ,some are so bad that i can even write here publicly,she even say That i have relationship with my father an am trying to break their relation ship n many more which i can not describe,god knows my condition.